Letters
Michael,
it has been some time since receiving the sketch you masterfully drew of my son, Isaiah Hunt. I have wondered at it at various times, like when the sun seems to hit it just right making it appear as if it is energized with a halo of sorts and again as Isaiah’s eyes follow me around the room. But to date, the most important impact that portrait has had is the attention it gets from my grandson, Brendan Isaiah. He was born just one year ago, after we lost his uncle to this earth, but since birth he has smiled and stared at that portrait as if he can see more than a drawing. We like to think he met him in heaven just before he came to be with us! It allows us to talk about his special uncle who would love him very much. Brendan has also had a very unfriendly introduction to life thus far and we truly believe Isaiah has been there for Brendan during some of the worst, making himself known to him somehow.
I just wanted to share this with you because it says the first impression of your work isn’t the whole story. It accomplishes what I believe you intended – bringing these soldiers home to their family to share in the future as well as the past. Thank you again for capturing something even photographs weren’t able to of my son.
(I just viewed the poster you forwarded to Marsha Mattek of our BTRO group. It is beautifully done. As I searched the faces, even though Isaiah’s likeness was not among them, I still saw him in all of the faces. They share so much – youth, strength and integrity. Such beautiful people; I will try to print and display it at my workplace in order to tell more people about them – and you.)
Pam (Hunt) Bodart
Dear Michael,
I want to let you know that I received the portrait of Clint almost 2 weeks ago, and got it back from the framers today. It is absolutely wonderful. I cried and cried when I first saw it because it looks exactly like Clint. It makes him look alive again. Everyone who has seen it agrees. We are all so proud to have it, and it will always be displayed in my home, where ever that may be. I consider this to be the best gift I have ever recieved, next to the original gift of my son, himself. I will be eternally grateful to you for what you have done for me, and what you do for so many others.
Sincerely,
Debbie Agnew
Proud mother of
SSG Clinton T. Newman
Dear Michael,
My name is Marsha Mattek. You did our son's portrait in May.
I have no words to explain the feelings we all had when we saw it.
Dear Michael, In May of this year you gave us the most meaningful and
word's cannot explain how Precious the gift of Our Son LCPl John Mattek
Jr. USMC 6-13-05 His Portrait. I only wish what is in my heart and heart
of all of my family could be conveyed to you so you could truly know how
much Our Portrait means to us. I just don't know how to put into words the
feeling I and we all get when we look at it. There just are none...so
please know when I tell you our words are in our hearts and the joy we
get and the comfort we get everytime we look at Our Potrait just brings
Johnny home to us.
I think the one that really says it all was from our grandson Bryce age 7
whom was very close to his uncle Johnny. He said seeing it
"Nana it looks like my unlce Johnny wants to jump right out of
that picture and give me a hug". It just doesn't say any better than that.
So God Bless you for what you have done for us all.
Someday if at all possible I would like to see if you would do another
drawing of our son and I would be more than willing to pay for it, but I
would love to have one done for our grandson so he can have a hug from his
"Uncle Johnny" whenever he wants.
I will and my family will forever be grateful to you for this most
wonderful gift. Our Portrait. We so feel Johnny life in it everytime we
look at it.
With Love and Appreciation. May God Bless.
Marsha Mattek Mother of LCPL
John Mattek Jr. USMC 6-13-05
Hi Michael,
WOW! You have no idea what you've done for our family!
I remember talking to you via email a few yrs. back about my son's sketch,and because of the generousity of everyone concerned I didn't want to accept it for free.
My daughter(Sarah O'Neill) found you somehow and ordered the picture,it arrived right before Father's Day ... we've been teary eyed ever since.I can't believe it,it is lifelike!
I brought it to be framed the day after we got it(didn't want anyone touching it!) It came home today.
I have 2 dalmatians,the oldest (Evan's dog)We've had an afternoon of him circling the couch where it sits for now,getting up to sniff it,wagging his tail,and then lying down in front of the couch guarding it.That is probably the best compliment you will ever get!!LOLOL
Thank you again from the bottom of my heart for a truly awesome piece of work.
Can you send me your physical address.?? We have a quilting group (To The Top) that gives twin sized quilts to vets in residences.I've read that you are a VietNam vet(My husband was an 18 month of the same(66-68)You live in a residence(your own!) and would love to send you one.
Thank you so much again!! It is truly spectacular!
Barbara O'Neill
Dear Mr. Reagan,
Just yesterday we received your gift of a portrait of SSG. Kristopher Higdon. I opened the package with great trepidation, most artists, although talented in their field, have a very difficult time truly capturing the spirit of the subject they are attempting to present. When my sister, Kris's mother, and I worked up the nerve to "unveil" the actual work of art, I was truly taken back! It was as if Kris was grinning at us from the great beyond! You captured his smile and twinkling eyes so vividly that it was as if he was again with us and playing some prank! I cannot tell you that there were no tears shed again at this time, however, it did reinforce what my heart has told me all along...there are some in this world, that are meant to share their gifts to the world in whatever manner God has blessed them, we, as families of fallen heroes, are so very lucky that you have been our angel and shared your gift with us!!! Kris's mother has had such a very hard time with his sacrifice, she had a feeling that he would not return from this second trip to Iraq. The thought that no one really cared past fleeting words was beginning to take hold over time since his death....but the portrait is a representation of a love and respect for the sacrifice that not only Kris made for us and his country, but the sacrifice a mother's broken heart has become. She was so happy with the portrait, I am and will forever be grateful to you for your gift and your spirit of love to share your gift.
From the very bottom of my heart, Mr. Reagan, I will hope and pray that God will bless you as much as he has allowed you to bless each of the families of Fallen Heroes!!!
-Ronda Higdon's Sister
Dear Mr. Reagan,
I wanted to thankyou so very much for the portrait of my precious son,Kris. I just stood and cried for several minutes! I couldn't believe how life like that portrait was! I even see the sparkle in his eyes,just like he had. I don't know how you can make that look so real,but I do know that God has definately given you the ability to help me and others to deal with our loss in a way I didn't think was possible! God Bless you! I will always cherish this portrait for the rest of my days! This is the best gift anyone has ever given me or my family.
Love, Ronda Higdon
Michael,
The portrait arrived today. It is beautiful. You captured the "Essence of Justin". What you said in your speech below is so true – you bring them to life again by the light in their eyes. I cannot tell you how much I miss him and that wonderful spark of life he had. Everyone whose life he touched said the same thing about him; that he always made everyone around him feel like they were someone special. He was quick witted and sarcastic, but never a bully or mean. You could always count on the people around him laughing. He could find the humor in everything.
I cannot begin to express my thanks to you for what you do for those of us who have lost someone so incredibly special. I will take it tomorrow to have it professionally framed and it will always have a special place on my living room wall.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart. You made my day!
With Love,
Diane Salyers
Proud Mom of SSG Justin ‘Dutch’ Estes
Always my Hero!
Dearest Michael,
My words cant express the Thanks to you. I received the portrait you did of Jesse.It is amazing.It is at the shop now getting framed.
My oldest son Manuel has not commented on any pictures I have. If you could of seen the wonder and joy you put on his face.He doesnt say much about his brother Jesse but youre portait you did for us has got him smiling.
Thank You so much for the love you put into this project.
Jan Martinez
Dear Mike,
Words can not say what our hearts feel. "Thank you" for the wonderful work of art you did of our son. "It is Shane"! May God bless your wonderful heart of kindness with His abundant blessings... My family feels one does not have to know some one personally to love them. When we looked at the portrait, we knew we loved you dear kind sir, be blessed...
With appreciation from our hearts,
Wendell, Ann, Jacob, Brandon, Raven & Clay
Thank you Mike!
There is something about a true act of kindness and love that spills over and moves beyond the one heart it was meant to touch, it cannot be contained. It sparks something in everyone it even remotely touches and creates something greater than all of us. It creates hope. Something we all desperately need during this time of war and tragedy. Hope, faith in God, and belief in the good that lies in mankind, this is truly what the world needs now. Your gift of love creates a chain reaction of hope and caring that I see igniting within everyone that hears about it. Thank you for igniting such a spark by sharing your gift with me and with all the other families who have lost a beloved soldier in this war on terror.
The loss of my brother has left me with so many questions, wondering if his sacrifice was really going to make the difference he hoped for and worth the incredible grief felt by all my family, but most especially his child's loss of a father now and in the coming years. While all is not resolved and the pain from this loss continues, I do have hope. Hope, renewed faith in God, and a stronger belief in the good that lies in mankind was something I really needed right now. Today is a better day.
Peace be with you,
Bea
Michael,
I need to call you Michael because I truly believe you are Michael the Angel sent here by God. First you had to suffer before you could heal others. As I read this father's letter to you I knew in my heart that God had sent you to comfort and heal others.
Each time I read a letter from the family of a Fallen Hero I cry for them and I feel their pain. Mostly I feel their love when they first look into the eyes of their loved one that you so lovingly captured. As you know I felt the same way. I pray for you every day and I thank your wife for letting you be a part of so many peoples lives.
God Bless You
Shirley
I hope I can spell correctly through the tears. We just received your package today, and there are just no words to describe it. We have so few pictures of James where is has a nice smile. Most of the time he was always goofing off, with some silly pose. But I have always loved that picture of him and I together, and your touch makes it that must more special. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this wonderful rememberance of our son. And thank you for your part in helping us work toward dealing with our loss and sending us on the road to heal. I know that Jamie is in a wonderful place, and we will see him again, just not on our timeline.
Please let me know when you make a trip to Denver. We live in Western Nebraska, and we would love a chance to meet with you, either to go to Denver, or have you come here. (4 hours away) We have become very good friends with the family of Fallen Soldier SGT Corey Mracek, who live only a few hours from us. I can tell you are a very religious man, but of what faith are you? Maybe I could work something out at our church, too.
God bless you for your gift and your talent. I will always treasure the beautiful drawing of my son, as well as your friendship.
I'm sitting at the keyboard, listening to Johnny Mathis. Until you took the time to share with me the circumstances of your creating Ryan's portrait, I'd forgotten just how much I used to listen to him, how soothing his voice is. I immediately ordered "The Essential Johnny Mathis," and it came in today's mail. "Going Home" is perfect for Ryan. Life knocked him around a lot...the final disillusionment being the Army extending their deployment for an additional 3 months beyond a year of being in Iraq. We had frequent communication...e-mail, snail mail, instant messaging, telephone calls...I remember telling my daughter not long before he was killed that I didn't know what to say, how to lift his spirits. I know my dad was there, when Ryan went to his final home, to embrace him. And my son will be there to welcome me when I finally get to go home. I'm attaching a poem I wrote a couple of months ago.
Thanks for caring so much, Mike.
--Mary Ann
Mr. Reagan,
We just returned last night from a trip to Colorado and the young lady that was taking care of our house put your package on the kitchen counter. I knew the minute I saw the package that it was the picture of Michael. WOW! I cannot describe the feelings that my husband and I had when we opened the package. It was Michael looking at us with those sparkling eyes and warm smile. You are truly a gifted artist and can capture that special look that everyone has. Our family will always treasure this work of art and I hope that you know that you gave us back our Michael. I will have it matted and framed to protect it and put it in a place of honor.
THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS!
Duffy and Sandy Watson (Mom to Michael Williams, Marine Lcpl, KIA 3-23-03)
Dear Michael,
Last night, Joe & Tina Norman traveled from New York to deliver us the portrait of our son, that you made for us. Michael, as I say what I am about to say to you, I want you to know comes from my heart.
I opened our gift from you and what I saw was absolutely breathtaking. We haven't seen our son since his viewing on Nov. 25th, 2005, the night before his funeral. Last night, we saw our son. Your portrait of JT brought a room full of people to tears. Tears of saddness, and somehow, tears of of joy. Joy is not something that we have felt much of lately, but last night, we saw our son, and he was finally back home with us.
Your talent, is such a gift. A gift that you share generously to families who are feeling such grief, such pain.
We will never be able to thank you enough for what you have given us. You are generous, and your heart is full of love. We thank you and we love you for what you have done. If there is ever anything that we could ever do for you, anything at all, please don't hesitate to reach out to us.
Thank you so very much Michael, You are a gift from God!
Peace & Blessings,
Tony & Naomi Lucente and Family
Dear Michael, we just received the portrait of my son A.J. and I am just amazed. I feel as though I am truely gazing into my son's eyes. You have captured my son's likeness right down to the smallest detail. You are a very gifted man, as you already know. Yes, Our Father has given you a special talent and we are all lucky you found it. From one veteran to another, I thank you. May God always shine his light upon you and your family.
Joseph M. Baddick
Michael, we recieved your portrait of our son Andrew today in the mail. My first response was having to take a deep breath and saying "Oh, My God." The portrait is wonderful. You especially 'caught' the soul in my son's eyes [even the slight crossing he had in his right eye], and his mischievous grin.
We will immediately get this professionally mounted. [Any hints or warnings to keep it protected properly?]
Thank you. I can't say that enough.
You're doing a woderful thing here for us "Gold Star Families"
Sincerely, Mark Ehrlich
Mike:
The way you feel is a blessing because you have made others feel that our sons are still with us even though they are not. I gave the picture to the Thomas family and I don't know if they have contacted you or not to thank you.
I have not reached the point where I feel or can give love to anyone. All I feel now is how our soldiers have been screwed over. The families of the 911 received millions and we received nothing. It is not fair how our sons have given their lives to a country that does not give a care. Many of the families are left with major expenses and had lost everything when the soldier is killed. My son lost all his earthly belongings and car. I did not have the money to pay of the car so these jerks took back the car. I can't even get a break on buying a car because we could really use one. I can't even get a discount on a misley YMCA membership!! No one here in Kansas cares about their fallen heroes. The national guard did receive money from the state but not the regular soldiers. Even though we could really use some money, it is not totally about the money. It makes me angry that they treat my son as nothing. Not even a statue at the cemetery with his name on it.
I have received some items from other states that have made for my son. That does help. So keep doing what you are doing. It does matter!!!
Deb
Dancing with God
When I meditated on the word GUIDANCE, I kept seeing "dance" at the end of the word. I remember reading that doing God's will is a lot like dancing. When two people try to lead, nothing feels right. The movement doesn't flow with the music, and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky. When one person realizes that, and lets the other lead, both bodies begin to flow with the music. to the back or by pressing lightly in one direction or another. It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully. The dance takes surrender, willingness, and attentiveness from one person and gentle guidance and skill from the other.
My eyes drew back to the word GUIDANCE. When I saw "G," I thought of God, followed by "U" and "i." "God, 'u" and "i" dance." God, you, and I dance. As I lowered my head, I became willing to trust that I would get guidance about my life. Once again, I became willing to let God lead! My prayer for you today is that God's blessings and mercies be upon you on this day and everyday. May you abide in God as God abides in you. Dance together with God, trusting God to lead and to guide you through each season of your life.
This prayer is powerful and there is nothing attached. If God has done anything for you in your life, if you wish, share this message with someone, for prayer is one of the best gifts we can receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards; so let's continue to pray for one another.
AND I HOPE YOU DANCE!
Michael,
We receive Johnny's portrait yesterday and I cannot begin to tell you how wonderful it is. It looks exactly like him right down to the mole on his face. We took it today to have it framed. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU. God Bless you and thank you again.
Bonnie & Ed Brown
Mike:
I will pass out whatever information you want. I tell everyone about you already. Whatever I can do to help, I am there for you.
I treasure your portrait you made for me. I have it in my office. I really need to hang it in our memorial area in our family room, but I just can't stand to think of it being so far away from me. This Christmas has been so extremely hard for me. I put Jeremy's stocking up anyway and it remained empty. I almost expected him to walk in the front door, he did not. We visited his grave when his granddad was here. My other two sons are here, one even went to IRAQ and just came back. I was worried, they said that my sons did not have to go but he did. Tim is in the NAVY and he deals with the helicopters. He went over there for a little while and I did not know until he came back. At least he came back!!!!! They both love the picture your drew and are wanting it when I die. Until then, it is MINE!!!! I love that picture so much.
I hope your decision is what is good for you. GOD WILL REWARD you in HEAVEN!!!!
Take care,
Debbie Drexler
Dear Sir, I would like to personally thank you for the service that you are doing for the families of the fallen American service members. I personally have been involved in 4 conflicts throughout the world since 1993. I have seen some of my best friends killed and injured in such conflicts. I am proud of the people like you who enable us, the American soldier, to continue on with the good fight. Sometimes it may not be a big deal to some of the people who do not wish to see Americans in such conflicts, but to the American soldier like me, it is a big deal. I can only respect how a person feels about such conflicts but wish they would be more on the side of the service members as they are only following orders from the above heirarchy. If only more people would serve in the US Armed Forces, they would see how it is to be a soldier, marine, airman, or seaman. I again thank you for your courtesy and give you much thanks for it.
SGT Eugene D. Sangrey
HHT 1-14 Cavalry Squadron
Fort lewis, WA 98433
Mike,
Your work of love continues unabated I see. More & more requests for portraits. God will have to sustain you as you pour out your love and wonderful talents seeking to heal those who have lost brothers and sons and grandsons defending our country. You are a marvelous example, Mike, of the unselfishness that begets life in others. I am so proud to know you, and feel privileged that you are my friend. I keep telling my mom about all your portraits of love and she keeps praying for you. You can't get much better help than mom's prayers. You remind me of one of my favorite lines:
"What lies behind and what lies ahead
are tiny matters
compared to what lies within."
Thanks for your special brand of love, Mike. It's a great gift God is using to bring light to our world. Pray for me as we enter Lent and this Holy Season of Grace. I'm sending more & more people to heaven recently. God could give me a rest anytime---speak to Him, PLEASE!!
Fr. John of Our Lady Queen of Heaven, Spanaway
Dear Michael,
Last night, Joe & Tina Norman traveled from New York to deliver us the portrait of our son, that you made for us. Michael, as I say what I am about to say to you, I want you to know comes from my heart.
I opened our gift from you and what I saw was absolutely breathtaking. We haven't seen our son since his viewing on Nov. 25th, 2005, the night before his funeral. Last night, we saw our son. Your portrait of JT brought a room full of people to tears. Tears of saddness, and somehow, tears of of joy. Joy is not something that we have felt much of lately, but last night, we saw our son, and he was finally back home with us.
Your talent, is such a gift. A gift that you share generously to families who are feeling such grief, such pain.
We will never be able to thank you enough for what you have given us. You are generous, and your heart is full of love. We thank you and we love you for what you have done. If there is ever anything that we could ever do for you, anything at all, please don't hesitate to reach out to us.
Thank you so very much Michael, You are a gift from God!
Peace & Blessings,
Tony & Naomi Lucente and Family
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